Dear Fred

 In one month, it is my 61st birthday.  I'd like to have spa time, just to get some aesthetic stuff done, such as lash extensions and have my eyebrows micro bladed.   I should really make an appointment, but I don't seem to be able to just pick up the phone and do it.  I'm also considering a short vacation trip to Ocean Shores...I know people there I could visit, and I love it there.  I really like just doing normal things right now, even if I'm by myself 💫

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